your turn.

your turn.

I thought it through not all of it because there is way too much to consider but now i know it had to be you.(you re the only person i know of that is crazier than me) When I listen to fire in the sky I think of me but mainly I think of you. i guess that s why when we met we had that instant connection. I rethink about certain things that happened since then since I left and there hasn t been a lot that meant anything not anything that i should remember except those few moments I listed before. i guess i figures that by the time I figured it out you would lose interest. I m fine with that I never wanted to get married nor have babies anyways. It s my life and whatever there is left of it I m gonna use to try and realize at least 3 dreams same dreams I ve had since...since before I can remember.I m not going to look for you anymore. I m going to do whatever I have to do to survive like the rest of us. the others them vs US can keep trying to put me down I really don t care (they will be judged exactly as they judged me). As soon as I get the green light I m going to be able to see that door I ve been searching for for so long i m gonna open it take a step in and as the Bible says I won t look back. Keep your good book close to your heart as I will mine. God is the only thing that can give us strenght. ALL I CAN NOW SAY IS maybe I ll see you out there again on the road one of these days. ((((( you do not have to chase me around anymore if you still want to just come talk to me I m aready yours anyhow. Somehow you manage to take it without me even knowing sad for everyone else I met afterwards but hey they all back stabbed me anyways so no hard feelings on my part. If you come come alone a real man like you does not need an escort and please don t be angry it s just little ol me the fool I was the fool I am the fool I won t be no more))))). All others are dismissed.