stop playing me (Naples)

stop playing me

i have a long explanation but no one wants to read it. No matter what I wrote everyone knows it is you I am seeking so why don t we cut the bullyouknowwhat and get down to it. 1993 you said a sentence to me that stuck in my head...i did not understand before you and sense you I might have seen a very few but a real man I still have no idea what it is like. I am still here waiting for you. Too bad all these fools have come down here since and chasing each other just you just me has become well....hard. Look I have been going round and round this subject....I do not want anything except getting to know you or at least speak to you...I keep thinking about leaving but ...but yes but I can t. I remember seeing you many times but I never thought of you that way... I will never go back to any of them even if one becomes president that I PROMISE YOU. It s you who smiled at me it s you that started this whole unicorn thing...what ever you are doing now stop and understand i did not understand. You should be flattered i never thought of you that way out of respect. So tell me...What is it like to be brave and courageous all the time What is it like to be able to control yourself all the time What do you think about when you alone What do you think of me now ...at 2 or 3 my mother said and tried to kill my brother herself and i. My father kept telling me I made you so I can destroy you . I was always told I was nothing so I tried to be pleasing and of course I lost myself...not trying to make you cry trying to make you understand why I came to be a little coo-coo...but your smiling face you trying to keep me safe that I can not let go nor forget...should I leave