Dear Diary 2 (Fairfax, VA)

Dear Diary 2

Dear Diary 7 8 2015 I ve been contemplating the circumstances of my family and my forever friend. I m not sure whether anyone ever approached them to explain the situation of their lives where they were at how to move forward and how to be part of the solution to the biggest catastrophe they ever faced. I know that I was not approached by anyone. I have not been given insight into how things progress and who s in charge. I recall a conversation with someone (my Dad s imposter) who mentioned that I d lost 20 years off of my life. The count should start from 1997 so I ve already given 18 years. Outside of that there was no discussion as to the lives of my family members. They probably have already given the amount of time necessary as I believe they ve been going through this process much longer than I have. I also recall a conversation where someone said that they had been here (in my Father s life) for 7 years. Another time someone said my Mother didn t make it and that I would need to choose one of my parents. I refused to choose. I would have preferred that my parents perish together. They were a loving couple and very simple minded. They would not have comprehended the experiences I ve had to live through since December 2012. I would not have wanted them to have to live through the terror that was running through my thoughts with respect to their lives and with respect to the entire City of San Antonio and the surrounding area. It s as if I were caught up in between worlds in a terrible tug of war. I believe that tug of war is still ongoing. I think there are many persons with differing opinions trying to control the outcome of this debate. I have too many questions concerning the ethics of the actions being taken on the part of whomever is in control. I do not believe in torturing anyone or anything (plant animal human or otherwise). I do not believe in the chemical and technological warfare that causes people to be transformed from their human state (even if cryogenic) into some other creature (dog cat or other animal) or thing. There s not one member of my family who believes in this practice. However I have a feeling that this has been inflicted upon some of them. When do I get to speak to the persons in charge and get control over my body again When do I get an explanation as to how to make this stop When do I get to become proactive and help others so that they don t have to experience anything like this How do I get answers Does anyone out there know how to help people in this situation Does anyone out there know whom I should contact or speak with in order to sort this type of situation out Is the only way out to keep passing this on to others Are you now passing this on to me I hope those in control have a better solution. Countless generations in the past deserved a better solution. The world and all future generations deserve a better solution.