Looking for a submissive bitch (Seattle, WA)

Looking for a submissive bitch

Info about me sex female Gender non conforming Prefered fashion style goth punk black Lolita. I am overweight but hoping to get a gym membership and get in better shape. I identify as a dominant a top and a sadist. I am questioning if I am polyamorous. I am currently unemployed. This is something I do want to work on. I am a artist and I would like to sell my art. I have Tattoos and plan to get more. I am disabled and on disability. My hobbies gaming making art going on adventures going to kink parties. I might be nervous and anxious at first. But I get more comfortable and dominant over time. Some people may confuse this as me not being interested in dominating them. But I just need time to warm up to you. That is why it is important we at least go on some dates before playing. I am an abuse survivor and new to the kink community.I am looking for someone who is submissive. Someone who is not intimidating in any way. Someone who would be considered scrawny and weak. Someone open to being dressed feminine. I am always safe. I always use a safe word.